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what made my day = seeing mischa barton. i think i was starstruck. she's gorgeous in person! p.s. whoever reads this ....please pray that i pass my hesi. i will forever be grateful. thank you very much. |
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| i cant sleep. i'm stressed out. let's see. i found a new job at arden b thaaanks to binkkkky  happy birthday!!!! now i just don't know how to break it to my manager at bath n body works. i feel bad because they looove me ...or at least i think they do. i work my ass off over there ..and i get paid so liiittle for it. a lady's gotta pay her bills man. sooo as soon as i got that arden b job, i realized i don't think i'll have enough time to study for my HESI exam ...which basically decides whether or not i graduate this year  and i'm freaaaaaaaaaaakin out! p.s. happpppy 87 month anniversary baby! |
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| i'm so upset. i hate how i've tried to move on and even forgave myself for it ...and then all this guilt comes running back. thanks a lot.  |
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| you know when you're just going about your day and then you suddenly have this distinct feeling of something so reminiscent? today's weather reminded me so much of high school tennis. i miss those times. it made me think about how fast life just passed me by ...i find myself reflecting on the times when i was 14 and how the hell i became 21. wtf have i been? i envy those who are about to embark into their high school life ...because thats where you make the most awesome friends who you later grow apart from and end up missing your friendship with, where you begin to find yourself. life was a lot simpler then. not all this stress and pressure from college. i just hope i graduate this year. if you know me well enough, you should know i wrote something like this a while ago. boo. |
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| i just realized that i have a lot of built up anger. it sucks to hold in so many emotions and to feel that i'm not in control of so many things. |
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